10/22/2010

You Can Never Tell

“You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. you ask them, ‘Whats wrong?’ and they say ‘Nothing’. You accept this because it’s easier than digging for the truth. People smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout. They pretend like nothing is wrong because they don’t want to face the truth. Things aren’t always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes you gotta scream and cry your anger and sadness to the world, because you can only hold it in for so long before something in you snaps. so when you want to cry, cry. When you want to scream, scream. Don’t hide behind fake smiles, it’s ok to not be alright.”

10/19/2010

Happiness is...

Happiness is...

-Kelly coming here in 3 days
-Getting packages from home
-Talking to my brother
-Getting my hip flexer healed
-No basketball on Wednesdays
-Sweatpants and sweatshirts
-The leaves turning (actual seasons)
-Getting practice gear for basketball
-Writing letters home and to friends
-Falling in love with Kelly over and over again
-The feeling you get right before you fall asleep
-The feeling right after you work out
-Waking up early on a cold, fall morning
-Waking up to texts from my baby
-My birthday being 5 days away