The Color Orange

I never thought the color orange

Mixed well with purple

Until I saw the sky on the night you died

From that day on I vowed

To never follow the rules of logic

To know that all questions

Don't always have answers

Not everything matches up

How one plans

The sands of time

Fall faster everyday

And who's to say

I can't draw my own conclusions?

This illusion called Life

Is just confusion and hype

And I'm tired of missing you...

SIfting through memories

I don't want to forget

Regret fills my head

And what's the last thing you said?

"Don't hesitate to call,

Let me know how you're doing."

Gluing the past to a string

Assuming you'd be there in the spring!

But I haven't deleted your phone number...

I'm still waiting on your call

Hating myself for creating this wall

And I'm counting on you to pull through

Give me something to hold on to

Cause I'm not letting go yet...