I say too much

I said too much or was it enough it's tough to stuff your feelings with fluff so I don't cuff myself to chains I'm left with the blame of every game and it all ends the same you'd think I'd learn but instead it burns you turn to hide and I've died for that moment your insides are wide and empty I havent left your side but don't tempt me 'cause the words I can use will abuse and lose you but I know the rules and the "do"s and "dont"s I know how to hurt and cause you pain 'cause I've been hurt and I've been caused pain I can't explain why my words fall like rain and they gain momentum I'm insane in the ways I convey what I say day by day I'm learning but I'd rather run away before I hafta pay for my ways... But you stop me. I've never been put in my place, usually like a race to leave, you make me pace then retrace my steps and I've said to much. Is it enough? My mouth won't shut with these words that cut I'm in more than just a rut this time but what... Is keeping me from changing? It happens every time, each a different crime the sentence is the same; get dropped and a new girl comes around, usually a rebound, I'll let her down or she'll leave town and I'm bound to be alone the sound won't break the silence but I've found someone who will and I say too much of what's never enough you're the only one who can see through my bluff and I'm keeping you... As long as you'll let me.