It's like the drive I took on the night I lost my mind

Does it ever really matter the choices we make or the things we do?, do i look at life in another view or try to pursue a love that's untrue where do I go to renew the whys the whats the hows the whos that we question in our mind only to find that people are blind to change, people decline the rare, so where do we go to repair the flare in their soul it's not fair i wont claim a name to wear or a cross to bear in shame that I'm not the same I wont tame the flame of my desire to acquire the same rights as you because I do... I do wanna be looked at as a person not a freak, because im unique doesnt give you the right to critique my physique so what if it's oblique?, its the 21st century not a bleak penitentiary i can look like a boy and wear baggy clothes just 'cause I chose not to expose myself like those hoes you're used to seeing im just being me and they're being them but you choose to condemn what I am by shoving your kids away from reality by teaching that homosexuality is a defective abnormality and its people like you who share a common mentality that being gay is equal to fatality when its not. If anything its the greatest lesson your kid will ever learn but you turn your back because of a concern that his thoughts will churn over the feelings to yearn for another boy but thats not socially accepted and its nothing you expected, what are you gonna do when he brings home the first guy he adores?, are you gonna ignore the abhor feeling in your core, or with all your might will you slam the door in the face of your son whose heart you just tore because you couldn't end the war inside your head before your temper soared and you couldnt take it anymore? But in ways its quite tragicomical 'cause when you decide to haplessly scrawl an apology you soon wont stand so tall in the eyes of the boy you used to despise and hes grown up to be wise and you quietly say your goodbyes.