My breath fogged up the glass so I drew a new face and I laughed

I feel empty like the words from my tongue are just flung around none hung around long enough they're unsung among the old and the young and i'm hollow i can't swallow my feelings down they wont follow my orders to drown in my thoughts and I'm vacant without the strength to make it anywhere I don't share my insides but i swear they're there but I keep losin pieces with every step that I take this can't be real it must be a mistake but my joints start to ache and my hands begin to shake but I keep moving resisting to fall and break and every night I lay wide awake for the sake that I wont have to partake in anymore of this joke but its how I contrive my life right now so I drive looking for meaning i dive into nothing i strive to find emotion im still alive but barely breathing someone revive my mental being to where I had something to give if i could go back and relive my story to be different to forgive the ones that hurt me to sieve the ones I need and the ones to desert me i feel cold through my bones and lonely in my veins but my heart remains in chains as it sustains the pains life contains but in return i lose my sense to feel its not the ideal way to be but its easier to heal when there's nothin inside you to reveal its almost unreal the amount of nothingness inside my shell i can't think i cant sleep i cant eat i cant blink my world is outta sync like a pen outta ink its killing me look at me im dying trying to put myself together lying to myself that I feel better relying on whats left of me to figure out whats best for me so i'll start my way back but there's no end in sight ill pretend to be alright until i blend in with the trend i'll ignite the sky with light and recite the poem of my fight still ending up to be empty like the color white.