I'll sing you something you won't forget

Its funny how we put things aside we divide our chance to collide outside our busy lives say you'll call them back but get off track don't wanna slack but you lack the motivation then you crack like your knuckles it's night time again so when... will it end? people come home and it's like christmas in july you try to make plans or a quick "hi" the chance passes by and you barely say goodbye now what? you wanna leave it up to fate you think its never too late you create an illusion your conclusion is confusion our world is in delusion because we don't care.... Don't care how we live or relationships we're in we spin in this circle with a grin we don't smile inside we're hostile we're vile not worth while don't put me on trial for this the weeks come and go and you still don't know why you didnt slow down and take a look around at what we've become priority number one shouldnt have you jumpin the gun buy you've outdone everyone but you're still alone look towards the sky asking God "why" you rely on a high power you try to convince yourself he's there cause you cant bare to wear the blame for it it's unfair you weren't prepared but it happens and they leave can you still believe in a god that you decieve you're not naive now its the eve before the dawn they're gone they've withdrawn from your life cant count on your spoken word they've heard it all you've splurred it all with the same lines its occured many times not your first or your second but your third strike and you've lost just because you preferred to do it later preferred to put if off procrastination's just frustration it's compensation for your worth its relaxation or vacation no determination for your obligation congratulation, kid... you cant apologize after there's no laughter only pain it's insane cause your back to the same chapter again.