This is not about any one person. At first it was made to be written about my mom... But I kept writing and it branched off to end up being about anyone who has hurt me and didn't care.
Some days my heart beats so fast my ribcage sounds like a railroad track and my breath is a train I still can't catch I run as fast as I can to the middle of nowhere to drown my thoughts and all my fears cause the silence scares me.. but it screams the truth that I could've loved you all my life you used to shine so damn bright but now you've faded like the ones before I'm not hurting anymore I've been shooting bullets at windchimes droppin dimes like rhymes and sometimes you gotta keep on keepin on cuz the battle lines are clearly drawn and i've gone... I'm done like when a soldier ends his life with his own gun at what point do you realize who's won? Is it still fun to burn out under the sun but they're still sons and daughters...trained for man-slaughter with faded green circles from the jewlery you bought her but the memories are a blur what has happened to this world? We preach about change either way you get betrayed so leave tonight or live and die this way cause words burn to ash you keep talkin this trash pretty soon you'll crash and you wont be the same see it's all a game this time I'm not to blame i became what you never could it took a while it didn't feel good and if I could I would do it again...im just sayin that in vain its like quittin cocaine why would i remain the same if ive cut loose from the chain but there's this girl named karma ive got to know her thru insomnia shes sweet, sour and all that hoopla but now I pray to god she'll always haunt ya if you're lucky i wont regret it dont forget it when you wake up screaming its my name thats been seeming to give you chills so spit it out or fucking choke on it.
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